Forbidden & Permissible

Yeah I have choosen Biomedical science track for my life and not others!

But will I really be a researcher and save man kind? Curing Aids epecially!!???

Maybe not…

Recently just got another interest… Become a POLICE OFFICER!!! Also save man kind by preventing people from killing each other rather saving them from diseases!

Lets see the pay:
http://www.spf.gov.sg/career/protect/protect_salary.htm

THRASH POLY DIPLOMA!!!! I MEAN IT!!!

Lets see the benefits:
http://www.spf.gov.sg/career/protect/protect_benefits.htm

IS THERE REALLY A SUCH A NICE THINGS IN THE WORLD!!!

But one thing lost for sure….Freedom

Parent had been asking me go to go oversea study ( guess they want me to make the family got face when other cousins are all university graduate)

If I choose police I have to put down their ambitions…yes i can still get a degree but a degree of police instead of biomedical science…

I got no comment for the oversea study…I think it is quite cool to live oversea and study but then the expenses is high and will have alot of stress: MUST PASS! MUST PASS! else I will be just wasting my parent hard earned money and oh yar…my English is bad!

“Should I choose Police or not?” Decisions have to be make before I reach the age of 19!

Serious to my language

English is so important… And I am now considering if I need to retake it next year! It is time for me to be serious to my language and one way for improving is writing diary, my blog!

I think I got an extra X chromosome in my body…I am going to consult a doctor and ask him to help me make a kerotype!!

Reason: I got breast.

Found this MTV sing by 2moro…

A gay MTV!!!! The Lyric is meaningful lol!

I wont be a weakling and a gay anymore…
SASUKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! IS SO SHUAI!!! I WANT HIS FACE!!! IF I GOT HIS FACE I WONT BE SUFFERING NOW!!!!

Yesterday went out with yap and got a fight again…

Learnt my lesson le…next time I wont follow him all the way….cos It is really gay and it is time for us to see each other seldom to prevent further beh song of each other…

You are still my brother I don’t want end the 6 years frenship with you and stop trying to make me vengence and jealous when You know something wrong with me

Time for me to make my own decision…

And have my own idea!

And be a real 18 year old boy =)

Which path should I choose?

Module selection is up and I am going to have a big head ache now…

HAVE TO PLAN FOR MY SPECIALIZATION Tracks!!!!

• Biomedical Sciences
• Medical Technology
• Pharmaceutical Sciences

Have to submit by tuesday..Don’t know why the school give such a short time to make a very serious decision -.-

Semester 2
•A221 Microbiology
•A222 Molecular and Cell Biology
•A231 Immunology
(Select 1 out of 4 Electives)
•A233 Pharmacology and Toxicology (Pharmaceutical sciences)
•A241 Cell Culture (Biomedical)
•A251 Medical Technology (Med. Tech)
•A224 Recombinant DNA Technologies ( Biomedical)

Among the 3 specialization, the most interest to me is Biomedical sciences… During Anatomy lesson, Mr Su hu was telling us about his story when he is young and about the local universities. He say that local universities are coming up plans for we biomedical science poly graduates to further pursue in other area in the university. Hey I like this idea alot!!!”A degree is a must to survive in singapore!” Singapore also require more biomedical professional so got a high career prospect yeah =)

Pharmacy also not bad…know that my cousin who graduate from poly earn 4000 a month in pharmacy but then the poly she graduate from is differnt from Rp…poly COP is 9 to 12 =x So have to consider bah haha

Yap want to choose Medical tech cos he say easy and easy to enter Uni. But then whole day at lab in the hospital do things very sian one de leh..I don’t like. See the word tech so boring I don’t like…And also very danger lah…not i hum ji is scaly the blood of the patient contain aids virus, then the fluid go into your blood…HOO OHH!! Still got alot like Hepatitis B all this. So medical tech is not what I want…

Left saturday, sunday and monday to make my final decision!!! Stress stress!!!

The most touching days in my life…My 18th Birthday!!!

Thanks Everybody for making my birthday pass with happiness and tears!!! Thanks for all your birthday wishes especially from my long lost sec sch friends : Ernest, Hui ying, Li yi, Shandy, Yi shi, shao chong, kok wei, sheng lian and Marcus Really Thanks so much!!! I feel so guilty never go out with you guys for nearly 3 months… soon !!!

I shall blog from yesterday first ..celebrate yong sheng birthday…

Yesterday went eat suki sushi with yong sheng, rasa and gerviana to celebrate yong sheng’s birthday! I Shouldnt eat lunch I should ta han my hunger then go eat the buffet!! Ahaa but overall I make it worth it lah keep pia eating! Then yong sheng pass me my birthday present…NEW URBAN MALE SANDAL!!! AHHH!!! I never really see it until I reach home and wear it and I was screaming with joy!!! Omg!!! FUgging NicE!!! Haha kathy give me a nice cloth! ThanKS so much!!! Then during the blow candle part…the candle keep relight so funny hahaa! When I massage my eye, guess what gerviana say? She cannot hear properly and say I massage my “ji” HAHHA!

At night, was reading yong sheng birthday card and I was laughing…thanks yong sheng! But never knew in my life…the most lamest person, the most kaopeh person can make me laugh until almost “TU” is SIM SHAO CHONG!!! He suddenly very serious tell me he and yap got things to tell me..I thought is they going to talk about my love problem but… THEY SAy they giving me 2 free English remedial!!! Wth!!! HAhaha then listen how they kaopeh my english all this then we talk until the PCC part…I say after pcc the lanjiao will pain, then sim kaopeh me say I got fallopian tube, I got uterus -.- Then he say something very funny kaopeh me de Sensored part HAHHAAHAAAAAHHA! I also dun know why I laugh when I kana kaopeh!!! Thanks sim for that big Laugther present!!! While talking with them was surfing urban male website and found out that they are the sponsors for mister singapore and look at thier cloths, underwear all this…I only like the flip flop and the shorts ^^

12am…

My Phone keep ringing with SMSes !!! The first person is rasa…when have conversation with yap and sim I say if got a girl will sms me at 12 am I will cry…Never knew that rasa sms me at 12.01 am OMG! My heart clench alot…then follow by shuihuat ( Yup got fruit fly come out) then follow by yong sheng (URBANMALE Sandal!!!) Then justin ( Wish his hand zhao ri kan fu!!!) Then the greatest surprise is from Ernest and Yi shi…my long lost secondary school friends!!!

“Thump!!!” That is my heart sound when I saw ernset and yi shi SMSes..The sudden urge to scream !!! I AM So FREAKNG TOUCHED AND SURPIRSE!!! And feel so bad when yi shi handphone number change I don’t know Really thanks for u both!! I can’t sleep for the whole night…and next day bad complexion but I am so happy that I forget that ^^

The next day…

I AM FINALLY 18 YEARS OLD!!! I feel I am older and a new path just infront of me!!!!

Decided to wake up in the early moring as I need to find a suitable pants to suit the urban male sandal and wear contact lens for today! I decided to wear and use the presents i receive for today :
Apply shui huat and justin give me de Perfume and use yap handphone pouch
Wear yong sheng give me de urban male sandal
Wear the hip hop shirt rasa give me

Meet yap and he give me a high mark for my look and my outfit….SO gang dong..first time leh! In school saw some guys who also wear Urban male sandal and I finally know what kind of top and shorts suitable for the sandal haha! Then alot people say I wear big shirt nicer…can cover up my thin body ^^ Going shopping with shui huat soon!!! Buy 1 more big shirt and 1 short!

Today same team with jolin and HAhaha have another laughing and siao day!!! Guess what? Ray, Jessica and Jolin actually put on thier nick wish me happy birthday and shui huat praise my outfit on his nick….OMG!!! GANG DONG!!! Went to RP new open foodcourt : FoodHAven for lunch OMG!!! The Indonesian food BBQ SOtong Cury rice is nice!!!! Saw semster 1 Jolyn thank for the 2 birthday wishes. And also Wan’s (Shikamaru) Thanks! While eating, I suddenly remember Yu yin have a surprise for me why today don’t have then she say is next wednesday at sentosa! ASK ME TO DANCE DON’T CHA!!!! Omg!!!! Me next wednesday act Missing =x

Coming back to class…SUrprise!!! Sarasa, Jeeva, sery actually bought me a strawberry cake Thanks girls! I like it alot!!! Thanks W35C mates!!! After school went for dot box meeting…whole meeting room people sing birthday song for me!!! AHHH! So paiseh!!!

Before I end this blog…i got something to say…

zhi cong: “I LIKE YOU PEEPS!!! I LIKE YOU ALL!!!Friends forever PEEPS!!!I never live my life wasted for 18 years cos I know you guys!!!

I am 18 years old le can do quite alot of things but I wont smoke or go clubbing often…I will concentrate on my face, body and study! And most important..have to really find a girl friend, dare to face girls again!

Presents Time!!! Sister give me a Necklace?
Qi xun draw de birthday card haha
Adidas Perfume from Justin and shui huat and Cute handphone pouch from shui huat ^^
Yong sheng’s birtday card
Done by rasa, kathy,emily and nana…mostly done by rasa…Most sincere birthday card i ever receive in my life!!!
Cut cake time
Blowing 18 candles is so difficult

Make a wish…. Make a wish…

My 18th birthday cake..
Rasa give me hiphop shirt NEW URBAN MALE SANDAL!! THANKS YONG SHENG!! THE BEST PRESENT I EVER GOT!!!
Nice hur
Kathy give me de shirt…nice haha

If I was a magician..

Yesterday get this for my RJ…

Question:
If you were a magician, what will you turn your team mates into? Why?

Response:
If I were a magicain, I will turn Vannesa to a singer. She have a nice voice and she like to sing, so I hope i can make her make use of her nice voice and become a singer…she never lose her talent.

I will turn yu yin to a bag of jelly gum as she is sweet. Her voice is sweet, her smile is sweet and she is a sweet girl. But then she get hurt easily and some time hard, just like a jelly gum.

I will turn cheng zhe to a loud speaker. His voice is loud and he like to scold vulgar. I hope he can be a loud speaker knwoing how much he sound unpleasent and hwo bad is scolding vulgar is. Thank you.

Hahaha..I think the act cute fac wanted me to write in a learning format..I write other things >_<

If I am a magician What will I change myself?

I will change myself to a very shuai ge!!! A shuai ge who have good academic result and good career!! A shuai ge who can face the world confidently! A shuai ge don’t need worried girls like me or not!!!

Today school was fine lah..shui huat say a american hot babes show him her naked photo in friendster and wanted to know him..I warn him becareful of virus or the person might be a transexual or a gay! Lol!!!

Here come the funny part…after eating walk back to class we were discussing our face like what drink…

Me- Lemon barley drink…saw me will think of herbal tea -.-zzz!
Shui huat- Lao Kopi HAHAHA
Jessica and Jolin – Milk face
Yan lin- Fruit juice

So funny…

After school play “Defence of the MOo MOo!!!” with Daniel and yong wen…3 person defend 4 lanes and gues what We can play until so far until I almost level 30 but then the security guard chase us from our class room =( Have to stop the game! Very happy is I finally know how to use Raven KNN fugging Pro and gay!!! Can form into many images and rape the creeps!!! Last time don’t know how to use so kill the slowest..this time I kill the most I take 2 lanes some time =x I am going to complete this game no matter what!!!!

Ai mEi and sad

After yesterday fun…happily wake up suddenly I notice… I was damn sad…

Moring wake up…my mother suddenly ask me pull up my shirt let her check…then I thoguht she want find out I yesterday night got go where or not but then no! She ask me got eat hormone pill one those make breast become bigger…I sianz ji pua then I act happy say tao yan all this haha =( But then is recently got a guy kana put hormone pill in his water…mother ask me becareful…Ok noted! =)

Suddenly hate myself dun know why…Just feel that we dun have conversation topic between me and her… haiz

Some time I like her some time I dun like her…I am offically now in the state of AI MEI! Can you believe…a guy actually Ai mei?!!!

Forget to say..I am 44% femine 56% musculine…

I feel like go die.

I Am so touch! Happy 18th birthday outing!

hahaha…this year birthday celebrate earlier… I remember last year is later….haha any way still the same lah!

Meet yong sheng and rasa at heren and I was the first one to reach…then follow by rasa and yong sheng lolz! Then before I got any xin li zhun bei, RAsa pass me the card…OMG!!!! IT is ReallY DIY and I can see the hardwork behind!!! SHE IS reallY SO SINCERE!!! My heart was thumping loud and My eyes was blur….fugging touch!!ANd it is so nice and cuteeee!!! NICEr than those outdoor selling birthday cards * sob sob* First time in my life get a self make card…I will keep it until I die!!! and….THE PURPLE SHIRT she gice IS NICE!!! AI XIn Yi Fu Lol!This is my first time I get this kind of R& B shirt..aaha dun worry lah rasa…this cloth cutting natural big one….NExt outing i wear it out!!! ^^

Then we walk ah walk …then go swensen eat!!! Woot! I order the curry bake rice..long time no eat and we were sharing earth quake haha first time see yong sheng so enthu in eating…he sure like swensen alot yeah! Oh ya….the whole day yong sheng was looking at himself in his handphone, walk past every mirror he will look like himself…hahahhaha! ZI LIAN KUAN!!!

Then go centrepoint wait for shui huat…hahaa i act vengence to him so kaopeh each other abit….PERFUME!!!!! I open i saw OMG THAT Is the perfume I Want!!! and it smell so men!!! Thanks!!! And I am so happy i forget that got a handphone pouch inside…NIce also! I was about to join police force he give me a pouch with police haha! So cute!

We walk to plaza singapura after that…they play arcade while me and yong sheng outside talking and hey justin come! He sure very jiang yi qi! He got alot project to rush and he got no mood he still come join us!!!! The presence of him make me so happy and exited!!! Oh ya long time no see Justin, last sat saw lah…but then I shall announce : He become more shuai and cuter! AND I WANT HIS FLAWLESSSS FACE!!!

Guess what…shao chong, andrew,victor, Aaron also In PS! I remember last year my birthday outing also saw mockerian leh! Their handshake arleady make me satisfied then the sim purposely say “eh i no present for u leh ” -.-zz haha! Long time no see them especially andrew and victor! Then we go marina square then sianz ji pua seaprate after that =(

Was tired and went to esplanade sit beside river and vengence to yap again cos he sing song very nice…then went to train station! Then justin and shui huat go ask me hug rasa to show my Gan JI sianz ji pua! Ask a very sensitive to girl boy go hug a girl! “NAN NU SHOU SHOU BU QIN” Whenever near or touch a girl I will feel very uncomfortable!!! In the end, I manage to have courage go pat on her back with my red face (acne become redder)! Anyway was really gan dong she can pei me and yong sheng for the whole day along! Really! Ok zhi cong don’t cry after today receiveing so gang dong presents and have rasa pei us whole day! lol!

On the way home, justin and shui huat was taking about some one display pic and they say got beard -.-! Pringles! Say what that person is a ratta watever…Kaopeh leh! Lol! Zhi cong is a nice boy I got no comment and was telling shui huat dun be a 3 rd party yeeah! 3rd party sux to the core men!

To rasa and shui huat: When U both give me the present…I like appear nothing to say and my face still the same…but actually my heart is screaming, The throat there very sour, eyes got some tears but didnt drip out and i feel like scream to unleash my emotion but then in public place so cannot! ReallT tahnks! Zhi cong must learn how to express his feeling liao!!!

Ok I wil take the picture of the presents and I will upload it during my brithday that day cos still got some presents to receive haha!

A very very very happy day!

Some photos I took for qiu mei wedding dinner… Formal enough? Shuai enough? * I am still ugly i know*
Qi xun brother…Johnathan cute right!!!
Eating mushroom lah!
HAha two sisters both have husband liao hehe
Two sister again but xue ping havent marry…soon bah
Xue lin say twsit…JIA WEN WAS BEHIND!!! DUN BLOCK ME!!!
QI xun and Xue lin