Forbidden & Permissible

Still brothers!!! Me and shui huat and me and Justin

Haha anyway guys the previous blog is just to remind me dun be a po po ma ma guy and really thanks all your sugeestions and suport..i feel really happy ^^

This few weeks had been angry with justin but I had open my mind le…decided to put it down and I know justin know the mistake he done…feel great after telling him how i feel all this!!!

I shall talk about the few wars of me and yap for yesterday and today

Yesterday after work, fucking tired and inside us is deep vengence and we still had to go for bbq. Near the entrance of the whole resort, yap ask me to ask the security guard inside where is the resort is then I kaopeh shouted DUN NEED TO ASK LAH HERE ONLY got that resort DUN NEED TO ASK LAH FOLLOW ME!!! Then he give me 2 havy punch on my back…then keep shouted cheebye all this…walk past bus stop people keep looking at us…if i am other guy i will just hoook back but i dun wan paiseh and scared his punch will still kill me! SO keep scoling and keep diao him until there until half way he shake hand with me gone liao. Btw I diao yap more than 100 time since yesterday =x

Then after the chalet he keep complain he very tired and he wan take taxi from pasir rise to west side of singapore…In my heart i si beh piss off then i keep say y not take train now only 10.00 then he face black balkc then i keep ask him u sure u wan taxi repeat more than 5 time just to hope he will change his decision in the end take taxi and my heart keep pumping hard blood vessel going to burst! Reach cck 10 35 ask him wan take lrt like that save money for him mah but he say dun wan in a impolite manners then i piss off get out. Then reach home he told me taxi far devide by two then i say wtf like that if 2nd person travel more then the first person will suffer also by paying all so until next afernoon I keep diao him and show him my bllack face

haha then at offince price tagging i keep diao him behind his back and keep talking to myself say he siao all this he also self talking self whispering. I keep give him black face let him see. Then suddenly he open the song Jie mao wan wan and saw his face i keep laughing like siao then back to normal cos talk again and explain to him my feeling yesterday and hey really feel better LOL!

After work rush to bugis but take WRONG BUS!!! take bus 22 instead of bus 24 and in the end idnt end up at payar lebar then he say go take taxi AGAIN TAXI!!! AND the fare is 9 dolllar from UBI avenue! Then on the way he take money from his atm, he ask me walk fast then i give him a cb face and i say Might as well dun go!THen he saY OK YOU GUN! But in the end i still follw him and take taxi with my deep vengence inside..

Then also dun know how we talk back again and I just get a deal from my dear poly cum maple fren Jason to buy SCV!!! haha ^^so very happy loh

Points to note!! This is what yap told me
Shui Huat : DUN DIAO AT me AGAIN I Will fan Lian with you

Shui Huat: I start to look diffent angle on you…you become more petty and JI CHOU..u no longer the zhi cong I know last itme liao

To yap and justin: I wil be a beeter person and not a bad person and I next time not happy with u or to others i will just say it out…it is very pain and angry to keep things in heart

PLs Help ME!!!

A Normal Guy

When a guy like a girl, he will jio the girl out for movie, for phone call and Ask her want to stead with him not all this

A problem guy-me

Whenever I like a girl, I will not say i love her to her so fast and usually this create a image of PO PO mama to the girl, which some girl don’t like saying i not men enough all this or even lost the ger when some one is faster than me

WHy I will Po Po ma ma and not confess to the girl?
(1) Don’t know how to tell the girl i like her…often make mistake
(2) Meet too many rejections and scared to face this again
(3)If kana reject, it feel very awkard when saw each other. Even still friend but usually become strange to each other

PLs!!! all my friends give me help! I need both comment from boys and girls

4e2 chalet

After 1 years never meet finally saw most of my sec school friends and classmates again!!!! WOO hoO!!! Haiz hope everybody will be present for the next chalet ^^ oo

At first thinking of making seasonboys grand entering to the chalet but becos of one going kl and other one last minute dun wan meet so only me and yong sheng go together. Having know the time of meeting is changed me and yong sheng go park mall wanted to find chermaine but she still sleeping never work and plaza singapura walk walk. We watch the “King of house of dead 4″ completeing the game…every level A and siao kia play 2 player use two gun play…very amazing and the whole arcade enterance is block to watch him play. Then we take bus 16 to there then SIanz Ji Pua we thought we over ride but actually we too early alight -.- Then we take taxi rushing to there. Then here come the bek chek thing…we didnt late or what but that shui huat talk to me in phone kaopeh me PCB! Feel so pissed off! Present then is yap,me,ys,sim,victor,woon lan and aaron sleeping. Everybody very sianz watch tv wait for more to come.

The arrival and the bbq

The first to arrive is sock hoon. Wa 1 year plus didnt saw her become more chio more femine.Then we go upstair room to play poker card. Aloysius introduce a new game donkey then play play play then play black jack gamble 10 cent with li yi, wei qi,hui ying,shandy and her boyfriend. Wa all the girls 1 year plus dindt saw all become taller and preetyier liao lol!Play play hungry decided to go down eat. The girls complaing hungry and all the food havent cook finish so i help out abit and in the end make a cao ta chiken wing, hotdog and otah.And hey the satay andrew bbq very nice Shiok! Then while evrybody chatting me busy find some time to eat abit while letitng others to eat first…very hungry zzz.The ke xin keep ask me sing and dance but all is history liao lah i dun like to sing infornt of so many people and dance like ah gua. This chalet lack of water so i cycle to the bicy shop buy water bth! Then yong sheng they all wan go home and the always indecisive me wan go dun wan go keep delay everyone. IN the end I dun wan go decided to stay overnight so stay loh =p

Mockery leader, tham weng mun
Haha this guy is a really funny person. I wan take pictures then the firrst and the only few pictures i take is the mockery.( see the previous blog last picture, put the corn in your cock HAHA si beh lame and er xinlah!!!) Then he keep say I am johhny while gamble hahaha.Then victor wearing boxer walk around and sit down on bed then weng mun walk past saw his balls and banana come out and then he keep screaming hahaha then stand there see victor boxer with that funny expression hahahahaha! This is the time when i finally laugh the most…no wonder he deserve the rank Leader.

Peanut war!!!! When everybody is gamble upstair suddenly kok wei bluff sheng lian to go down. LOL very real siak i thought real leh the management finding sheng lian and that serious face lol!Then when he go down he was grabbed and people throw peanut at him and he chiong upstair and i try to open the door for other to come in his hand keep block me then aaron,big champion come open the door for me LOL! Then chiong ah peanut throw throw whole room is messed haha very ci ji siak!

Night cycling
Wa this is the first time I cycle the furthest to the bedok jetty. And the Stars over there is damn NICE!!! Then see sheng lian,weng mun and aloysius doing bicycle stunt cool men. Then cycle cycle the sheng lian bike gear suddenly tangle…the back wheel cannot move. Then we waste alot of time some helping until hand cao ta while other look. Lucky got the genius weng mun manage to untangle the gear CLAP CLAP CLAP! Really pro siak i thought we will be stuck there whole night or had to carry the bike back wall until leg swollen.

Had a tough sleep! no place to sleep and at first sleep on andrew hairy leg but then move to sleep on floor all my muscle very pain now and tight and manage to sleep only1 hour plus zzzz then moring everybody very seh and go home liao zzz

Haha if more people coming and stay over it will be a even more meoriable chalet!!! wink

Pics I manage to get from the 4e2 chalet =) 4 mockery member : Kok wei,Weng Mun,Aloysius andAndrew
Candid Shot except victor who destroy the candid
Whose hand is that? Andrew act cute
Brought BACK Mountain!!!! LEad actor: WM and KW (must sensored abit)

Woot! Slackest joB!

Haha me and yap working at payar lebar this two days. Yesterday first day work, late 1 hour -.- But the boss say Nvm Take your time dun worry ^^ LOLZ! From that moment me and yap si beh like the job. Our task day is : Allocate the boxes of cloth to differnt position. 2 boxes at a time and 1 box is about 1kg? I mean it is better than popular last time had to carry those damn heavy carton. Another task is price tagging. I agree this one is more ma fan cos had to tie yourself but SIT ON SOFA DO or Wheel chair do LOL! sibeh song siak! and then whole day listen 933 and the computer can use msn one lolz! But overall the lady boss is a nice women..rosy chia ^^ which make me like this job alot

Next week will be more tired…cos after payar lebar had to go bugis telemarketing scv -.- Argh Will be damn tired but nvm train my stamina and my ta han power lah and for money SAKE!!!! I am going to buy alot of things !!!

Ok nex blog will be the 4e2 chalet IMISSS EVERYODY!!! OMG!!!!MUAK! lol

All my vengence is back

Last time sec school I agree I easy kana bully lah..peopple say my face like shit very er xin i dun mind all this lah fan zhen the class ger all say me er xin liao lah. Becos of the continuous kaopeh, my thinking had change to : I am always ugly. This make me take care my look 100 time take care until like ah gua…one pimple i will die one eye bag i will also die. All this thanks to 4 years of kaopeh by friends.

Near 18, I havent found a girl friend, parents start to worry me cos I keep going out with boys and until now NO girlfren! COusin all this say I become more shuai than last time liao y still no girlfren and i think they suspect something wrong with me. I had been thinking alot why until now no girlfren. Firstly, is my over whelming zhi lian.Why I will zhi lian? Cos i wan to feel better,walking out from the shadow: ZHi cong is er xin like shit! I had remove 20 self pictures from my freindster and very seldom take my own pic…hope this change. 2nd, FRIENDS kaopeh me infront of girls. They are having fun and i know they wan to let the ger look high on him for his jokes all this. But WHAt about me???!! I agree last time I talk alot and dance alot like ah gua thats Y girls say me er xin. But can’t they see I become more mature and more quiet when with girl this time. UNLIKE some one who keep do Naruto Hand seal all the time! And all this image perished becos of friends keep say me GAY LOu say me MArk LEE Ask me dance I MEAN WTF!!! WHY SAY ALL THIS WHEN I DUN WAN TO LET THE GIRLS KNOW MY HISTORY!!! FUCK!! Lastly, is my body is too gu niang! During every outing, I analyze every couple and I notice most of the guy have a nice body. My freind shui huat also have a nice body no wonder so many girls admire him. I am traning it now…reallY!!! I WAN to be a HUNK!

Anyway I like a girl and becos of all this i lost all my confidence to like her liao…I also dun know how should I face her next time!

So pls…Dun spoil my image next time…I cant take it anymore….i keep inside my heart for 4 years and it is time I need to let it out.

My image is lost infront of girls..and i care alot of this issue!

Today meet yap and he told me the girl i crush( admire and like abit onlY) talk to him all this then dun know why i feel jealous….my whole heart clench abit lol. But talk to him on train and my vengence start to come back again…I suddenly remember back the cyling with the girls that time… that Justin keep kaopeh me gay Lou infront of rasa and emily and keep continue kaopeh no limit…yap and ys diam diam he still say…Thats y I talk to him and forgive him that day but everything come back in my mind again and make me hate him again. I notice I close one eye close until girl say I easily bully…so from now on….IF JUSTIN DARE HURT MY PRIDE INFRONT OF THE girls I WILL JUSt confront him dun care my public face anymore! Cheebye

Is kaopeh me is the only topic when we seasonboys together? The 3 will be very happy but i am the one who kana kaopeh…I will feel happy meh? actually in my heart, I dun laugh but me just fake fake laugh and lazy to think of scolding back. All my dreams and pride perished long ago

Date Movie is lame =)

Today meet shui huat saw his face full of vengence cos he just fight with his brother. Then on mrt, i let him listen liu gen hong Rainbow heaven and then listen his Rainbow tears and A FARKING NICE CHINA SONG!!! I NAME It as SHIVA SONG!!! It is actually a jap song but KANA SING By this china girl omg!!! I keep smile and laugh myself while listen the song…like idiot keep smiling to himself. =x

Then meet yong sheng at cineleisure then we go watch the date movie. Err kinda crappy and lame Lol but i got laugh lah that is the most important. It is the mixture of the famous movie we wactch before …meet the fookers+ Mr and Mrs smith+ alot alot others lah lolz! After movie, me and shui huat got the 9th floor play X box. We play king of fighter , metal slug and Dead and alive…quite fun lah but at the end me no mood and uring wan come out so beh song loh haha

After eat go paragon walk walk and chat abit and go home liao hahax

Anyway finally found a job liao at payar lebar there -.- very far!!! had to wake up like normal school day zzzz. But boh bian lah very happy i found a job liao

Haha today go out with yong sheng and shui huat who join us later…kia whole orchard and talk alot of secrets I will remeber *wink*

I am Enlightened!!! Thanks shui huat!!!

Today yap jio me for another job interview but it is actually another company doing network marketing. This company is different from venture era is when everything I think all say out very good and the product is better too. After spending whole night of think through weather I wan continue to work in net work marketing…

My parent is totally against it. The one thing they will change thier mindset is when someone we know really success in network marketing! In my family line…almost everybody is doing network marketing and so many bad things such as cheating all this happen…even myself is totally against it. I know this company ( forget the name) may not using own family or friends to sell things but I somehow can’t believe. I am really not in to network marketing as my mind set is different. Once i got no mood to do something, I will never do that cos it will be fruitles! I want to live the life of a normal teen to the fullest and excel my study!

Second things is…I think me and yap walk different paths will be better for us!!!really!!! You work in network marketing, I work like nomral person. Next time when we grow up, we have different encounter and experiences and we can cie cuo and work together in the future =) I also think of start a own business in the future and wan it to become big!

To shui huat: I Strongly think that you should work in network marketting and normal job together…when you really become a car acheiver, come and talk with my parents…cos my parent also know you are a very smart person who will think of the future and not easily kana deceive, change our mindset of network marketing. Even if it is selling to own friends and family, continue to work!!!You got a very nice commuincation skill and REN YUAN…You wont be easily defeated. Finally, I also change my mindset on you…you are my respected good youth!

Family background will affect how the person think and act. I notice alot famous rich people all thier family back ground is damn jia lat.Either poor or parent divorce all this. I am living in xin fu family thus my mind set is natually DE GUo CIE GOU! I shall NOT take my good life Granted!!! I had to somehow…prepare the worst… I will not be lazy zhicong again…I will be able to tink of future de zhi cong and a clever one! =)